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I've been hanging out in the ponychan/ponyville community for 12 years at this point and despite all my best efforts to share my experiences with being transgender the entire time I've been here, it really frustrates me how people here (mainly in /townhall/) will still regurgitate bullshit about transgender people like myself despite everything I have ever shared about my experiences.
I mean, from my perspective the situation is an absurdity worthy of Camus, what I experience is a part of my private subjective experience of being myself and by the nature of entirely subjective experiences, it produces no physical evidence I can share with anyone. It's a feeling of dissonance and incongruity between what seems intuitive in my mind and what I recognize and experience 24/7 with the body I have. I'm not delusional, I don't believe I was literally born female nor do I believe I have a female soul or anything like that. I know I was born male and that I have a male body complete with a deep voice, facial hair, thick body hair and male genitals ... all of which has always been unnerving to me for reasons that I have no explanation for and it makes as little sense to me as it would to you. And yet, those here who would oppose my right to the pursuit of happiness and would demand I produce the empirical evidence to justify what I am doing to mitigate the pain of that dissonance, seemingly unaware or unconcerned that such a standard is literally impossible and instead continue to repeat the most bad faith strawman narratives about me and others like us here that get passed around in all sorts of transphobic echo chambers all over the internet.
I'm not going through transition for ideological, philosophical, or religious reasons. I've been on hormones for nearly 2 years now and the benefits have been much more than 'merely cosmetic', before I went through any visible changes, I went through very welcome psychological changes, it's literally for the sake of my mental health and I don't care if that creeps you out or disgust you cause it doesn't make sense to you.
You aren't omniscient, and maybe people outthere experience things you do not or cannot experience, just because it doesn't make sense to you doesn't give weight to your paranoid solipsistic narratives about it, and your paranoid narratives about it don't justify your support for any politician or their policies to rob us of the right to become comfortable in our own skin for the sake of your personal disgust.
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>>14941>>14939Except the first time Trump was in office our country was actually going back into an economic wealth. That's the reason I voted for him. The Biden Administration has been fucking up so hard it isn't even funny.
Transpeople aren't the new jews if that's what you're implying.
Also why are you bringing up disabled people? You're the only one talking about this. Why is normalization a bad thing? It really isn't in of itself. As for child abuse, last time I checked you have transpeople and 'allies' claiming that their TODDLERS are gay and trans for clout and insanity.
It's like you're reading half of my posts, skimming through them and then just shitting out content based on what you think I am saying.
There's nothing wrong with hating groups of people. I treat individuals quite nicely.
>I don't hate all transpeople, but at this point I can definitely say that I'm a lot more wary of them when dealing with them. No.14943
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>>14942It's not hard.
Being Jewish isn't evil. Being LGBT isn't evil. Being disabled isn't evil.
Nazism is evil.
Working to exterminate people due to them being Jewish, being LGBT, and/or being disabled is evil. Hating them is evil. Advocating for hatred and violence against them is evil.
Simple.
No.14945
>>14944Are you just incredibly stupid and/or immoral? Or is something else wrong with you? Can you not understand how different your actions, thoughts, and words are from normal people?
Normal people don't hate Jews. They don't hate LGBT individuals. They don't hate disabled individuals. They don't obsess over enacting violence upon those human beings.
Are you being treated for mental illness? I'm asking seriously... are you?
No.14946
>>14944>>14945Are you seeking mental help right now?
To be honest, given the collective whole of the many posts that you've personally made both on /pony/ and on /townhall/, you seem to be somebody at a level in which you either need major medication therapy as well as talking therapy or else you need to be institutionalized.
I'm not kidding. Given everything that you've said over the past multiple months, I'm sincerely afraid of what would happen if you or somebody like you followed me on a public sidewalk late at night. Or some other situation like that.
No.14947
>>14945Hating jews, LGBT, or even the disabled isn't inherently evil. That would be like someone telling you that hating the Nazis is inherently evil. (Or in your deluded sludge mind, that calling nazis bad is somehow inherently good.)
But your soyjaked, smooth, pea-sized brain thinks that somehow is going to win you the argument.
Again, nobody brought up disabled people or talked about getting rid of children except for you. And again, you still haven't actually addressed any of my complaints about transpeople, rather have just been fueling and validating my growing hatred for them. It's people like you that make the rest look bad.
No.14952
>>14951Get. Mental. Help.
Normal people like me need to be protected from the dangerously mentally ill who pose threats to others such as yourself. Yet you can be a better person. You can improve yourself.
Stop being in crisis. Better yourself. Stop wallowing in mental illness.
No.14954
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>>14952So let me get this straight. (Like my gender identity.)
I need mental help because:
>I am against children transitioning at early ages>Dislike the transgendered community due to personal experiences I've had in the past>Find it ridiculous for you to compare transpeople in america to jews during the holocaust Meanwhile..
You are perfectly mentally sound because:
>You support chemically and physically mutilating children>Denying the epidemic of sexual predators within the transcommunity (74% of trangendered prisoners in Britain alone are in for sex related crimes such as rape and sexual misconduct with a minor) >Are actively racist against white people and sexists against men>Compare being transgendered to living in a death camp during the second world war Hahahahaha okay
No.14955
>>14954Here's something else to help you.
https://www.merckmanuals.com/home/mental-health-disorders/overview-of-mental-health-care/treatment-of-mental-illnessPlease get help. We know that your past experiences has warped your mind in various ways. You can get better. And you should.
No.14957
>>14956This too:
https://www.psychiatry.org/patients-families/what-is-mental-illnessYou don't have to live like this. You can get better. I believe in you.
No.14958
>>14957>>14956A lot of people in the U.S. used to be trapped in paranoid delusions about Jews being out to get them. LGBT people being out to get them. Disabled people being out to get them.
The truth is freeing. Nobody is out to get you. You're free: if you let yourself free yourself. The chains are of your own making. You've got the key.
No.14959
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>>14957Brother,
I'm the one who needs mental help? I think you need to take a long look in the mirror.
No.14960
>>14959Again, nobody is out to get you.
You're free: if you let yourself free yourself. The chains are of your own making. You've got the key.
You can get mental help. You can overcome your anxiety. Your schizophrenia. Your paranoia. Your depression. All of these things can be overcome. I believe in you.
You don't have to live with these burdens forever. It can change. It really can.
No.14962
>>14961You can get free. Your paranoia. Your depression. Your anxiety. Your schizophrenia.
You can live without mental illness. You can get help. It can happen.
No.14965
>>14964Yes, Donald Trump won.
This doesn't affect the fact that you need to treat your severe mental illness.
You don't have to live with schizophrenia and other issues. You can be free. You can seek help.
This isn't about Trump at this point, especially since neither of us have ever met him nor will we ever: this is about you being an abnormally bad person, based on your /pony/ and /townhall/ comments as well as how you've lead your life so far.
I think that you can be better. I believe in you.
No.14966
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>>14965Look, folks, I have a tremendous mind—everyone knows it. Can you say that about yourself? I don’t think so!
No.14967
>>14966Once again... a lot of people in the U.S. used to be trapped in paranoid delusions about Jews being out to get them. LGBT people being out to get them. Disabled people being out to get them.
The truth is freeing. Nobody is out to get you. You're free: if you let yourself free yourself. The chains are of your own making. You've got the key.
No.14968
>>14966>>14967I believe in you, dude.
You don't have to wallow in mental illness thinking that bogeymen are out to get you for the rest of your life.
You can be better.
Just try reading at least one of the links a little bit. Like:
https://www.psychiatry.org/patients-families/what-is-mental-illness No.14969
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>>14967>>14968So, this is what you look like when you're afraid..
No.14971
>>14969You don't have to live in fear. You really can get better. I could keep saying the same thing, but I know it won't get through right now.
I'm planting a seed, though.
Someday, those seeds might grow into something. And instead of you getting blackout drunk again... or injecting yourself with something poisonous again... you'll pick up the phone. And better yourself.
I really do believe in you.
No.14974
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>>14971>>14972>Injecting yourselfAren't you the one injecting yourself with poison?
No.14975
>>14974The next time you're lying on the floor, staring at the wall and hating yourself... you need to know that there's more to life. There's a future. You can get help. You can get better. There's more to existing than just mental illness, with attempts to use alcohol and other such things instead of getting real treatment. I believe in you. I seriously do.
The seed has been planted. And I'm glad. Best of luck to you in dealing with your mental illnesses.
No.14976
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>>14975I don't drink, and I don't use drugs.
No.14978
>>14977>>14976Regardless of how you're wallowing in mental illness right now, flailing and lying while doing other things, I know that the seed has been planted. You'll think later about getting the treatment that you need. And, someday, I do believe that you'll be a better person.
Anyways, God bless you. I can't wait to see you grow and develop into something better once all of your hatreds resulting from all of your illnesses are gone. It'll be wonderful.
I recommend this verse from 2 Corinthians (4:18) on how life has much meaning all over:
>"While we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal." No.14980
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I can see where this is going. Hah, well. I said what I need to say. Funny thread though.
No.14982
>>14941And yet over half of America voted for it...
If you truly belive this is the next holocaust, why haven't you fled the country, sought status as refuge in Canada or some other nation?
No.14983
>>14965Bros spent the entire thread arguing against shit nobody said, and he's calling other folk schizo...
You really can't make this stuff up. Total TDS.
Well, there's four years to degrade your mental state further. Hopefully by then you'll be too whacked out to even use a computer.
No.14984
...u guys r still arguing?
why even use the internet?
>>14982...actually, considering those who didn't vote and those not eligible due to dumb reasons, only about 30% voted for Trump. Also, take into consideration those who didn't like either option but thought he was the lesser of two evils, and that number drops even lower. Then, there's the two-party system which inherently limits choices... then there's people's psychological issues which causes them to need a strong leader... the number of people who actually really like Trump drops to around perhaps 8% or less.
...then there are the internet addicts who only like him in meme form but wouldn't in real life.... the number keeps going lower...
(and of course children can't vote)
https://www.usnews.com/news/national-news/articles/2024-11-15/how-many-people-didnt-vote-in-the-2024-election No.14985
>>14984...actually, if we look in terms of votes vs. non-votes, 89 million people didn't vote vs. Harris's 74.06 million and Trump's 76.6 million (
https://www.cookpolitical.com/vote-tracker/2024/electoral-college). So, it was a landslide victory for no-one.
..the election was clearly stolen
No.14986
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Nonnie, you aren't going to guilt trip me with your transphobic crap, I'm not responsible for you're bigotry. You've already said and done enough to demonstrate I can't trust you.
You're already a huge racist shit head and you lied to everyone about being black to give yourself moral license to do so. That speaks volumes about your character. Why should I trust you?
No.14987
>>14984>but thought he was the lesser of two evils,That still leaves them thinking "the Holocaust" was a lesser evil, by his rhetoric.
But, sure, plenty of folk didn't vote. It's still a very sizable portion, and if he truly believes what he's saying, why hasn't he fled and sought refuge in another country?
I think from that fact alone we can rather clearly determine its not a real fear. Just fake posturing.
No.14991
>>14990"His" in this case was referring to Splendid Pony, not Trump.
Would've thought that obvious, given Trump doesn't ever refer to the Holocaust as a 'lesser evil' to anything at all, but, as we've seen with /townhall/, unfortunately reading comprehension is set aside for ease of strawmanning and dodging argument...
No.14992
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>>14986Nonnie is not here
No.14996
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>>14993You know what I've never experienced? A manic episode, cause I'm not bipolar. If someone told me they were on the verge of a manic episode, I'm not going to be so arrogant to assert it doesn't happen just because I've never experienced it.
You people are fucking cowards and I am going to make /townhall/ worse for all of you daily
No.14999
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What the hell did I do?
